urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo manda <3 manda <3 2005-08-06T03:23:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:26776 2005-08-06T03:23:09Z 2005-08-06T03:23:09Z alright so basically i should be really happy right now cuz life is pretty good . which for the most part i am.. but it really sucks being grounded over summer. wow let me tell you.. i feel like im in hiding or something cuz i havent seen everyone in so freakin long man oh man. but its ok cuz i'll be out n about soon enough.. we're off of cheer for two weeks which is awesome, and i leave on tuesday to go camping with nessa at jalama beach for like a week!! im really excited cuz i get to go to the beach everyday.. tight!! then right after that im going back to vegas for a couple days woop woop &lt;333 i cant wait. but yeah so thats my next week or so in a nut shell.. hopefully when i get back from vegas i'll see everyone again cuz i miss all my friends!! aight well im out peace<br /><br /><br /><br />i love you =] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:26615 2005-08-03T02:41:38Z 2005-08-03T02:44:16Z life is good right now =] yay urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:26261 2005-07-14T18:43:11Z 2005-07-14T18:48:08Z nothing fits.. nothing makes sense urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:25864 2005-07-11T22:54:27Z 2005-07-11T22:54:27Z passed both my AP tests!!!! what a relief.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:25687 2005-07-10T23:19:05Z 2005-07-10T23:19:05Z alright so i havent updated in awhile so i gotta fill everyone in on my summer.. basically my summer has been busy as heck.. but surprisingly enough its been pretty bomb.. <br /><br />- went camping with nessa and a bunch of other girls at lake casitas with my church.. this was my last year to go and i met so many new friends. it was awesome and i lvoe nessa for coming with me lol.. even tho there were scary spiders and all<br /><br />- went to cheer camp at pepperdine.. defnitely worked my calves walking all those freaking steps and hills but it'll only do me good.. found out i made captain on the way there.. pretty awesome that the girls on my team think me fit to lead them this year.. im very flattered to kno i have the support of my team as well and congrats to kimmy and sarah for making it with me.. alright so yeah camp was awesome.. basically we dominated for my second year in a row.. came out camp champs again and swept the boards with all our trophies and the overall top banana (my favorite!!) and we really had a good bonding ezperience.. our team gets along really well together and this year is going to be great..<br /><br />- working on AP stuff this week hopefully.. gotta get some of it done cuz im running out of time<br /><br />- leaving thursday morning to go to another church camp thingy til saturday night.. i get to sleep in the wilderness under the stars.. dont kno if thats good or bad yet.. <br /><br />- then waking up the next morning and going to church then leaving right after church to go to the airport with emily.. we're going to utah for a week<br /><br />but yeah then im staying here for awhile even tho im still gunna be busy.. so overall summer's been pretty awesome.. i have thoroughly enjoyed myself.. for the most part =] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:25448 2005-06-20T02:58:58Z 2005-06-20T02:58:58Z its finally summer!! woo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:25176 2005-05-19T02:15:26Z 2005-05-19T02:15:26Z k i kno im a little late on this but i just wanted to say that prom was soooo much fun.. good memories!!! lol.. thanks for taking me cam =] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:25027 2005-05-09T20:33:52Z 2005-05-09T20:36:19Z wooooooo! i made varsity again and im so excited for this next year.. like you have no idea.. cuz we're gunna be seniors ahhhhh!! haha and we're gunna just have the funnest year ever!!!! congrats to everyone who made it &lt;33 great job girls<br /><br />oh and we're gunna dominate . end of story urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:24686 2005-05-04T05:51:45Z 2005-05-04T05:57:41Z found this and it looked interesting so ...<br /><br /><br /><table cellspacing="0" align="center"> <tr> <td style="font: bolder small-caps 14pt Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif; color: black; text-transform: capitalize; word-spacing: .3em; text-align: center; background: #bce9ff; border-style: double; border-color: gray; padding: 5px; width: 350px;"><br />Your Birthdate: February 17</td> </tr><tr> <td style="font: small-caps small-caps 12pt Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif; color: black; text-transform: none; text-align: left; background: #e2f5ff; border-style: double; border-color: gray; padding: 5px; width: 350px;"><br />Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense. <br /><br />Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise. <br /><br />You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease. <br /><br /><br /><br />You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them. <br /><br />A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection.</td> </tr> </table><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean?</a><br /></div><br /><br />wow sooooo true.. especially the last part! gosh dang man urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:24508 2005-05-01T05:47:22Z 2005-05-01T05:47:22Z last night = grounded is suppose to suck.. but i had a girls night in with my b.f's bri and nessa.. probably the most chill night ever.. bomb to the max. we had a mad shopping spree at target only the coolest place on earth, made tite shirts (youre jealous), watched some awesome tv shows like third watch (scary vampire man), and basically laid out a plan for our future lives (b.a.m. lol)and we're going to be successful with our really hott surfing husbands.. woot woot<br /><br />oh then mo came over lol<br /><br />today = woke up and did gay chores then took a shower and went to a play thingy with nessa.. one or many it tis the same lmao i love you nessa.. then went to target and tj maxx with nessa (had some fun times man) and now we're just hanging out at my house and playing with the aqua doodle cuz we are cool!! <br /><br />k we're going to go back to being idiots . but hopefully next weekend is fun . k bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:24068 2005-04-25T22:06:05Z 2005-04-25T22:06:05Z I know that your heart has been so heavy baby<br />Tryin' to find peace of mind<br />Thinkin' 'bout him all the time<br />You gotta clear those guilty feelings baby<br />Gave him everything you had<br />That's the cause for feeling bad<br /><br />Girl, I know you<br />You're too strong to<br />Let a man who don't understand <br />Turn it 'round on you<br />So don't take all the weight<br />You can still be who you wanna be<br />If you have it in your heart<br /><br />Know what you want<br />Don't let him break your heart<br />Don't let him trick you into <br />Thinkin' that it's all your fault<br />Cuz you've got a right baby<br />To want a love<br />Who will be anything and everything<br />Anytime you want<br /><br />I understand your frusterations lady<br />You've been there far too long for <br />Him to ever treat you wrong<br />Now you gotta learn to live for you, lady<br />Let your mind be inspiration now<br />Cuz your heart alone won't do<br /><br />Girl, I know you<br />You're too strong to<br />Let a man who don't understand <br />Turn it 'round on you<br />So don't take all the weight<br />You can still be who you wanna be<br />If you have it in your heart<br /><br />Know what you want<br />Don't let him break your heart<br />Don't let him trick you into <br />Thinkin' that it's all your fault<br />Cuz you've got a right baby<br />To want a love<br />Who will be anything and everything<br />Anytime you want<br /><br />Baby, it's no how, and no way<br />I would never make your heart break<br />Never let you go astray<br />Girl you deserve the very best that love has to give<br />I will put up a fight, I'll do everything right<br />As long as I live, I'll give all I can give<br /><br />Know what you want<br />Don't let him break your heart<br />Don't let him trick you into <br />Thinkin' that it's all your fault<br />Cuz you've got a right baby<br />To want a love<br />Who will be anything and everything<br />Anytime you want urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:23982 2005-04-25T00:32:58Z 2005-04-25T00:32:58Z i hate finding out the things you do behind my back . its makes me sick . relationships cant function without honesty. and you wonder why things never worked out . maybe if i could have trusted you i would have been what u wanted . but i see that everything i thought you were, was a fake . i hate that everything was a waste of time . i hate that everything we had is lost . i hate that you can tell me you love and me turn around and do something that sayd otherwise . i hate that i spent time after time trying to make myself believe you were different . i hate that i cried over you all those nights . i hate that i care . but i guess this is what you wanted i hope you can continue to make yourself happy . youve made me realize i have to move on whether its what i wanted or not . you may not think i love you but i do . but things have to change and thats a thing of the past . i guess its right to say we broke each others heart . cuz after all this time you never really changed . i just thought you did . and thats what kills me . but i hope we can still be friends cuz i dont want to lose all of you . im sorry for hurting you . im sorry<br /><br />- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -<br /><br />It's gonna burn for me to say this<br />But it's comin from my heart<br />It's been a long time coming<br />But we done been fell apart<br />Really wanna work this out<br />But I don't think ya gonna change ya<br />I do but you don't<br />Think it's best we go our separate ways<br />Tell me why I should stay in this relationship<br />When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby<br />Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with<br />I think that you should let it burn<br /><br />When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to<br />But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to<br />Even though this might bruise you<br />Let it burn<br />Let it burn<br />Gotta let it burn<br /><br />Deep down you know it's best for you except but you<br />Hate the thought of her being with someone else<br />But you know that it's over<br />You know that it was through<br />Let it burn<br />Let it burn<br />Gotta let it burn<br /><br /><br />im a different person now . ive learned a lot . thank you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:23586 2005-04-24T23:15:32Z 2005-04-24T23:15:32Z k.. so im suppose to be grounded this weekend.. but out of the kindness of their hearts my parents let me go out last night. and yeah basically i had a great night! hung out with sarah hayley and jessica and we went to this dance in t.o.. at first it was kinda gay but then it turned out to be really fun.. wow it was pretty crazy tho!! hayley ur my idol.. lol.. but yeah i had so much fun with my girls and after that we went and drove around for a little bit cuz we werent sure what we were gunna do.. and in the meantime i almost started a fire in sarahs car.. haha crazy i kno.. but then we ended up going to jessicas and hung out at there for a little bit with clark and his friend brandon.. tuna hole?? lol but i love you girls &lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:23484 2005-04-21T22:20:01Z 2005-04-21T22:20:01Z im so stressed rite now . i hate it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:23072 2005-04-19T01:54:08Z 2005-04-19T01:54:08Z i hate homework and boys suck &lt;/3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:22988 2005-04-17T00:41:45Z 2005-04-17T00:41:45Z im bored . there's nothing to do urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:22619 2005-04-15T06:05:39Z 2005-04-15T06:05:39Z i hate being sick :/ its gross & it sucks!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:22509 2005-04-12T01:10:02Z 2005-04-12T01:10:02Z alright i dont know why but i just felt like writing an entry today.. i havent done this in like 20 years.. but yeah a lot has changed over this past year or so.. got lots of new friends but still love my old ones.. life is busy with school and cheer and believe it or not im almost a senior (scary)!! that definitely hit me today in cheer when we started designing our shirts for next year!! im going to be so sad to see all the seniors go.. i love them so much and i've become such good friends with them.. especially emily (i love her!!) but its going to be so weird when they're gone and we're seniors.. but its gotta come sooner or later.. but yeah i guess im done for now lol &lt;33 lates urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:22001 2004-08-15T22:04:15Z 2004-08-15T22:04:15Z ok.. well i like officially like disappeared off the face of the earth for awhile cuz my computer was broken for like all of eternity and now its finally fixed.. i think..so yeah.. ive missed everyone cuz i havent talked to barely anyone for like months.. so comment if you want.. hope everyones summer was good.. since its almost over &lt;33<br /><br />. manda urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:21530 2004-06-30T23:02:04Z 2004-06-30T23:02:04Z im back!! finally after like 4 days or whatever it was.. o man im sooo fricken tired and sore its unbelievable!! but cheer camp was soo awesome tho.. we had the best staff ever!! it was so fun and we got first in everything we competed in.. im soo stoked along w. everyone else... this year is definitely going to a very good year.. the whole team is so connected and we all get along.. its great!!<br /><br />&lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:21250 2004-06-25T01:38:33Z 2004-06-25T01:38:33Z i feel a lot better about cheer today.. my stunts were finally hitting and i feel like im back in style!! but yeah i did a heel stretch today cuz my lib. was finally stable!! im excited to go to camp now!! were leaving on sunday at 8 45 in the morning.. and then were coming back on wednesday.. its gunna be hard work but im ready.. and sore!! and o man.. am i sore.. def. not lacking in that area!! but now i get to go to tumbling.. another work out.. no problem.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:21033 2004-06-24T07:07:21Z 2004-06-24T07:07:21Z wow.. tonight was fun.. me n sarah went and ate at macaroni grill.. and i have to say that it was absolutely delicious!! o man.. after that we went to the movies and played DDr.. o man we def. dominate at that.. then we saw shrek 2.. ficken funniest movie.. haha.. but sarah basically slept thru the whole thing.. what a dork.. lol.. but yeah.. i had a great night.. but the funny thing is that we went there to shop for our secret cheerleader gifts.. and well that didnt exactly happen.. oh well.. but i had a way fun time w. u sarah.. were def. doing this again sometime very soon &lt;33 but im very tired now so im going to bed now.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:20946 2004-06-22T18:29:00Z 2004-06-22T18:29:00Z cheer practice starts today.. oh yay!! i cant wait.. cough.. haha.. im gunna be soo sore tho.. how exciting.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:20692 2004-06-22T06:36:10Z 2004-06-22T06:36:10Z i wish i had a guy that would treat me so good and alway make me feel good about myself.. just like saying cute little things to me.. i want someone i dont have to worry about.. someone i can trust with my heart.. someone i kno wont hurt me the way i have been hurt before.. why does life have to be so difficult.. sometimes i just wish that life could be different.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:manda_xo:20457 2004-06-15T19:17:11Z 2004-06-15T19:17:11Z natalie.. casey.. and michelle i had a way fun night with u girls last night.. we have to do it again sometime!! x0x0<br /><br />&lt;33 manda jane